I've been running around and breaking down.

Everybody says , "tomorrow will be a better day than the one you experienced today". Well , sometimes I feel that I won't live to see tomorrow.
All the thoughts in my head.
I used to think I was smart to make the right choices in life , at least choices that would just effect me. I guess that some choices I make will effect the people around me too. Sometimes I wonder , how could I act that way even though I know its so wrong?
This side of me has gotten to go , even though it sticks onto me like I'd lose my breath without it.
One day , the world will turn into crust and the people I love will all disapear. I'll look back and think on how I lived my life , at this point I'd think my life wasn't as beautiful as I plan for it to be.

My pictures are posted@http://glittersafari.livejournal.com

She's Singaporean , whoooooooooohoooooooo.

http://glittersafari.livejournal.com/

I'll be posting on that link up there for the next few days^
But don't worry , you people just tag on this blog , I'll reply all tags :)

the start of something so beautiful.

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII.

Long time no post .

1) I think I can't register for Chingay anymore ): becaue I didn't go to Ms Lo on Friday30.10.09. Why didn't I go and tell her I wanted to join? because I owed her 3parent letters of why I didn't go to the damn leadership meeting.

2) I swear that I'm so pissed off with being a chairman that if next year Mr Ng doesn't change my class position , I'm gonna hurt someone!@#$%^&*

3) Its the holidays! Wheeee.

4) Áll yckss netballers have training on Mondays , Wednesdays , Friday ,(morning+afternoon).

5) Andy got bball match@paya leba there.

6) I slept at 4.30am and woke up at 1pm due to watching a stupid horror movie at midnight :)

7) I'm not online on msn til Sunday/Monday.

save my soul before it burns into flames.

things never seem to get any better , the regrets , the violence ):

My exams results are out , I screwed everything so badly. F3.
4fail , 4pass. very well balanced hor?
I hope I will get extra marks after checking the scripts again , yesterday I checked my results but they are not to be confirmed until 6Nov but unfortunately I'll be making my way to Korea@that time. Hias I really don't want to go lor , I'll miss out all the action going on in school(saded).

These past few days I've been real messed up&I'm feeling so dead that even my laptop died on me. the whole lappy went bonk! I hope my laptop recovers from its sickness before I go Korea or I'll seriously drop dead from the lack of internet over there.

6.12pm: What is becoming of all the friendships that were so true , sincere an pure that started off in the begining?

6.20pm: How do I pass to you the cow-kill-later?

Let the beat flow through your veins.

Wow. you're wearing something red&loud!
(random)

Today I had an event in school , I got to school in the morning and then Wei thong , Chuan shu , Colin , Jingyuan decided that the event was just too boring for them and me being who I am decided that we'll just skip the whole thing , so the five of us took our attendance and sneaked out of school. smartásses :)

So when we 'escapted' from school , we took a bus to Amk v-land. The boys played dota while I stayed to watch but not long after into the game , I got bored. I told them that I was going home but when I left the lan shop , I got a call from Andy so I went to watch him eat breakfeast while I listened to music and stole french fries from his tray. I went home soon after that.

@Home I watched the dance show "Honey" , I'll give it a rating of 6/10 so yeah , I guess its worth watching.

4.52pm:AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Eugene's mum just called me , omgz it was super weird. She asked a damn ridiculas question , Hias , mothers.

Let me ask you readers a question:
What makes a mother think that calling up her son's girlfriend , the r/s between her son and the girlfriend will break?
My ans: That bull talk , because the lady's son is definately not going to let him lose his girl because of his mum. Its plain ass silly . Plus the young couple won't really give a damn about what their parents say anyways so the mother is obviously wasting her breath.
(ps, I am not Eugene's girlfriend)

k , I need to make something clear to everyone , no matter if you're a reader , friend , stranger , passerby , school mate or just somebody who knows me but Idk you.
1) I'm not Andy's girlfriend , we're just close.
(same thing for Eugene^^)
2) I'm single and freaking happy that way
3) I'm sorry if I gave anyone the wrong impression that I'm proud , slutish , bitchy , step yi ge ahlian or whatever crap but anyways this is me , the attitude you see is the way I am so if you don't know me well , you jolly well keep that mouth of yours shut if you're going to judge me.
4) ps Jolene I can't view your blog (my lappy is sick)
5) I don't believe in love@first sight shit so don't tell me that(refering to a certain person)
6) blankblankblankblank. :>

I look so good without you.

Hias recently a lot of things happened.
1) Exams are officially over
2) I rejected Andy and hurt him badly (I'm sorry)
3) I cried really alot yesterday while talking to Sabrina , Andy and Sherlyn last night but I'm alright now I guess.
4) My msn sometimes has a problem
5) My blogger can't even be logged into on my lappy so I'm actually using my mama's computer now.
6) Iqbal says he is transfering school and he wants to meet me zz
7) My friends are all changing in character , for the good and some , for the bad.
8) I'm trying to start everything all over again and this time , I'll live everything out right.
9) R/s are the main cause of teens lives now a days so I think I'll give the whole teenage love thing a miss for sometime.(theyhavepatched)
10) Hehe I'm so damn freaking happy I can go my dance thingy now that I've got a hell lot more time in my hands.

byebyeworld.

HAPPYBIRTHDAY XIAO PERNG&WALTER!! .

byebye killer flu , I hate you! ^

11.20am: I'm going to meet Jolene @12pm/Hougang soon to eat lunch and collect blog items from Sharan! see you soon babes(!yay).

When you're young , you date ,
When you're older , still you date ,
When you're old enough , you marry the person you've been dating.
When you're old till your last breath , you'll want to spend your last seconds with the same person you've been dating when you were young and the exact same person you've been married to all those years. The person you gave half of your life to , the one you love.

5.25pm: I'm back! Wheeeeeeeee~ there's so much to blog about , wait for my post later people! Should I eat maggie noodles? I'll feel damn guilty after eating all of that m-s-g.

I DON'T FEEL BLOGGING ANYMOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ):
(just ate a truck load of fattening ice'cream)